The good news is...........

..that the daffodils, the forsythia, and some of the blossoming trees are coming out.
The weather has been much warmer.

I had a great talk with my sister when I called her on her birthday yesterday. Realizing it has been a year since I started this blog, and I was there.
We are both sad that we're not together this year, either for her birthday, or her for mine.

The Paxil seems to have an ever so subtle affect on me, I LOVE the Ativan at night, just calms me down and helps me sleep like a baby, without the dreams.

Still, no pill can wipe out the dread and the worries. Especially when the other equations in this family are not helping.

I am exhausted.

The bad news is....my computer is SO f*cked up now, I don't know what to do anymore.
The guy who *fixed* it didn't do a good job. Now my printer wont work, something to do with the Windows he reinstalled, hell I don't know. The machine is still slow, and the Panda program sends me weird messages to reboot my computer (over and over and over)

I've been trying ever so gently to brace the subject with Wheelie: do we find another guy and spend another 200-300 bucks to get this fixed, or do we just go more into debt and buy a new one?
I looked up the paperwork from this computer, we bought it in 2003. A true dinosaur!
Alas, he won't tell me, perhaps he figures I will do it my way anyway, so what's the use suggesting anything, or he just doesn't give a hoot.

The best thing to do for me when things seem to clog up the brain is to go on neutral, and perform my little chores here at home, like changing the sheets, do the laundry, take a shower, clean the kitchen. Pick up toys tucked everywhere.

And here I hear the car...the girls are here.

Short day, Thank God.

SGMKJ!