This morning I found myself wide awake at 4:30, and feeling more and more upset and depressed as I tried getting back to sleep.
I am thinking of shutting this blog down, I don't know....
Just don't have anything positive to report today...feeling pretty damn sorry for myself.
Gonna be a loooooooooong week!
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Ahhhh, my friend.. only you can determine the value of writing your thoughts on this blog.
I, personally, have found throughout my life, that writing is therapeutic. Journaling, we used to call it vs Blogging.
The difference, I believe, is the private nature of the journal vs the more public nature of the blog.
The discipline of the activity is such a marvelous vehicle for sorting through thoughts which tend to tumble one upon the other without the clarity brought out in the writing.
I have journals and notes of my former me that cross decades. I even have sketch books that, in my deepest darkness, took the place of the written word..and merely show me in the forest seeking a path into the light..
I have noticed in your blogs that you often start with a thought, filled with energy but no clear direction, but before too many sentences, you know where you're going and by the end of the piece: OH MY! you have not only written a memoir but have gained clarity that you didn't have when you sat down at your keyboard.
This is disjointed and I'm not going to look back over it, but want you to know that I believe the act is important... no matter how you elect to do it.. it is, afterall, the process that matters, nothing more.
Mara
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